20 down 20 to go

and marlee's "baby" *}

i'm half way done.

it's so bitter sweet.

"sweet" because of the obvious reasons,

the sweet baby kick in my belly for the last time,

hearing the super fast heartbeat,

thinking of names and getting excited about not finding out what we are having

{first time}

the fact that it's my last baby,

last stay in the hospital

{which i actually do love, i love the quiiiet time alone, the food, the room service/nurses ;}

and of course all of the chivalry,

people offering there seat when there aren't any left, holding the door open...

wait.

chivalry is dead, that never happens

{well to me anyways}

and that leads me to the "bitter"

i will be glad to be rid of the 4 zits that have been camping out on my chin since day 1,

the stretch marks to come

{which i did not get with my first pregnancy for all those who think they are in the clear ;}

the "you look like your about to pop!" comment when you have 2 months left to go

eating for two, which i am sorry to say is really not an excuse,

us women would loooove to think so, but you really shouldn't eat more than a couple hundred

calories more than usual...bummer

with that being said, today i ate

a 20 oz. jar of tapioca pudding,

1 egg salad sandwich,

2 homemade waffles

{with butter, syrup, and powdered sugar}

6 hot wing chicken wings,

3 suckers

4 dove chocolates

"5 GOLDEN RINGS"

{oh wait...i'm getting sidetracked}

which reminds me!

the memory loss...won't miss that...what...what?

the swollen feet, the heartburn, and yet to come the feeling that i have been

riding a horse for a week straight...

now that i have terrified any one who hasn't had kids yet...

{it truly is wonderful ;}

wish me luck on my second half!

xoxo

*bufflao gal*